anna x

this is an extremely vulnerable post, but i have no doubt that if im experiencing this, I’m not alone. as ive been more on my fitness journey, I’ve seen so many changes in my body; things that are incredible like strength, endurance, and my muscles are more noticeable, and my mental health has never felt clearer. but while experiencing those joys, im also trying to unlearn that being “fit” isn’t always my “smallest” and that some changes that are unexpected (that i would normally punish or ridicule myself for like going up in clothing sizes) are actually an amazing growth. on a deeper level, i judge myself for my biker shorts getting too tight on my quads and my sports bras not fitting my shoulder blades. i’m learning to accept that not only with fitness but GETTING OLDER, these changes should be natural. but they feel nothing of the sort. so i simply just want to remind you (like im reminding myself) that growth in any form is a good thing. the smaller you are is not a direct correlation to how valued you are. clothes are meant to fit you, not you fitting into clothes. and changing sizes isn’t a negative thing but instead just life. and normal. and we need to remind ourselves that we are not just bodies but rather all the incredible functions and things that we do with them. LOOK HOW FAR THIS TEMPLE HAS TAKEN US! you do amazing things every day that can be taken for granted. and the size of clothes shouldn’t diminish that feeling.

ya know what hell yeah

i was so excited to tell yall about my birthday and all the things on my mind and about training for a marathon & triathlon 🙄🫠☹️

this is the equivalent of accidentally putting moisturizer on a toothbrush how do i fix it

im about to feel like a PRINCESS 😭💛

reflecting on the last 5 years of sharing life with you. and no matter what, whether this is our first time meeting or last time saying hello…i’m so happy you’re here :) if anything vanishes, see u on ig & yt still sharing sunshine.

i will not disclose how many nerds were eaten in the memorizing of this audio

3 and a half years in the making but it feels like yesterday we were flirting at a music festival 🤭

i made so many signs & i can’t wait to cheer while yall run tomorrow !! 🩷✨💗🌸

i’m taking so many Ls this week what is happening but ITS STILL BIRTHDAY WEEK SO WERE MANIFESTING GOOD VIBES 😭💛🫠

i wonder what i’m gonna remember exists tomorrow morning 👀✨🙊🐒

another (birth) day cafe is happening 🥹💛 IM LEANING TOWARD OPTION 1 OR 4?? send help - also thinking about hand drawing a bunch of cute little decorations and finishing touches ✨

i missed this transition 💋🥹✨♥️

is this not on everyone’s fyp right now 🥲 also just proud of this lil glam moment ✨✨✨

from random roommates to dance partners to birthday buddies to our first apartment together to graduation to me moving away to you getting married and now adding another girl to our girlhood 🥹💛 honored to have this friendship for 10 years.

guys. the hype is WELL DESERVED. #annaxcafe

trust me i’m still a light summer at heart 🥹💛✨

*instantly starts cleaning* IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT !!

lots of fun things in the works and even more to look forward to. I CANT WAIT TO BRING U ON ALL THE ADVENTURES WITH ME AND SHARE LIFE TOGETHER !! 🥹💛✨